Yes amusement parks can be distracting. Too you have a wife and young daughter to appreciate and LOVE. Too, depression is a symptom of someone that has NOTHING to look forward too, a family actually should lessen any depression you may experience -- if said family loves you as much as you love them!! Too, reading may be distracting, health may be an issue -- BUT you have yet a legacy and a heritage, and yet a family to hand that down to. Too - life is life, and Jesus never promised you a perfect life, free from pain, and agony, and hardships ---- but He did promise to save you. Too, however you may view your life as slightly incapacitated --- OTHERS view you in their own perspective. TOO, I am sure there are many who view YOU more IMPORTANT to their lives and the world, THAN YOU view yourself as.....................................OK, Too, that should be enough for now. Too, I mentioned "religion" in a post, oh my, I may get ousted this time for a few weeks --- but TOO, HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS -- TOO, TIS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!