Unfortunately, I have no words of advice for this situation, excepting to reiterate what has already been mentioned. Take time, perhaps learn piano, and learn solfege. I did want to mention, however, that many years ago I had my dentist make two sets of plaster mold models of my teeth, just in case some sort of accident happened, and I would need dental reconstruction. With the models, they could attempt to replicate my teeth in reconstruction if I ever needed this. I keep one model here at home, and he has the other set at his facility. I was wondering if other trumpet players might have done the same thing?