As the past few weeks have gone by I have found myself at this computer more and more. I read your posts and say that I love to see all of you here. I don't always agree, but I enjoy reading them all. I'm about to have another major surgery (after 4 heart last year, and now they are going to take out my right kidney and gallbladder due to a tumor). I need to finish getting my band ready for festival prior to going in and having this done. I find that the pain is worst at night, and getting up to read your posts has been something that brings me a little peace. Thanks to you all for being a part of my life, even if in a small way. Maybe I have a strange way of looking at things, but when you become ill at a young age (47), you become a little more thankful for things. Reading your posts is my way of stopping to smell the roses as I walk along the path of life. Again, thanks to you all!