Hello friends, Finally, I'm 1st chair trumpet player, I have the opprotunity to show this small town band what it means to be a brass player, I play out but not too loud, I make the music exciting and I lead the section with disicpline and respect. I felt proud of myself, I don't know if you guys heard of "Big Noise from Winnetka" but the begging chorus I Have as a solo, before actual performance, I ROARED, I got it stuck in everyone's head with high notes galore. But during performance (well the quick practice before) I couldn't play propertly, I don't know what was up, it's like playing bad on guitar hero. I don't think I was nervous but I had this hard solo in the bag. At least I thought, now I Can't play anything without something messing me up. I don't know what's up, my solo now has a couple screw ups and I'm the 1st one heard for melodys. I practice and practice but same thing, I'm very discouraged, my playings not on it. It's like I have it in my head but my lips suck to execute it. its never happened before, will this go away cause the band is so small I'm relied on pretty heavily. We have 3 other trumpets, 2 are completely disruptive and wont concentrate and the 2nd chair (like 80% of the band) does not play out at all. Sorry for the long rambling and I appreciate you reading this is anything I can do? Please tell me this is temporary.