Thoughts on practice

tpter1 · 01-10-2006, 01:22 PM

I read this at www.myauditions.com and thought I would share it with all of you. But I had no idea where to post it, so here it is in the lounge.

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In his brilliant, informative, and almost always entertaining blog, the pianist Jeremy Denk talks about the mundane details of practicing, and what we musicians do to either make ourselves do it or do when we just don't feel like it. Here are three seminal paragraphs:
I played them several times; wrote in fingerings (soon to be corrected, changed); tried to connect my brain more definitely to the tips of my fingers; contemplated the shaping and timing of the turn; and then--shamelessly--skipped to the coda. I am only human! I admit sometimes I just want to skip to the "good parts." As much as I wish I could, I do not always enjoy every piece equally at every moment; I have weaknesses for certain moments and I build my conceptions around them, toward them. But, I tell myself, Beethoven must have built his conception towards this coda too. How could he not? I often enjoy thinking about the pride composers must have felt at having written certain passages; even they were pleased, even their impossible standards were met.

As I played the coda, I felt guilty. Not for skipping to it; but because I needed to accomplish "something useful" before I gave myself this searing pleasure. In a flash, I recalled my former teacher, Gyorgy Sebok, impeccably dressed--having parked, as always, illegally in the loading zone--walking into a lesson I had with him, saying that he had just vacuumed the house, and that it made him "feel useful." He smiled his European, utterly cultured smile, which commented ironically all at once on the vacuum, on himself vacuuming, and on the very idea of usefulness. The incomparable guru finding himself useless, sucking up dust.

So, I tore myself away from the piano and I hauled the Hoover out of the closet and cursed its non-retractable cord and cursed the astonishingly outdated electrical systems of my building, and cursed the red carpet I put in the piano room, which seems to put an exclamation point on every morsel of dirt it collects.... and thus cursing, I did a serviceable job. With the unpleasant Hoover smell lingering in my nostrils, making me want to cough, I removed my coat and sat down at the piano, calmed by the carpet's clarity. Now I took on the coda in earnest. This slow movement is a difficult, painstaking narrative, in that we have to follow (Beethoven unravels) the same long thread twice: he makes us re-experience the same sequence of events with only a small modification the second go-around. It tests our patience, or at least it tests mine.

It's a great description of what we go through. I often will choose to balance my checkbook upon opening my viola case - then after having done that (and often depressed by the resulting balance), I can really dig in to the work that needs to be done. The best part of what Jeremy writes about is the fact that we often are impatient - we want to just learn the piece(s) miraculously, without all the agonizing and failures that accompany a thorough practice session.

One reason that musicians (at least many of them) are neurotic is that we fail every single day. We fail when we don't practice, we fail when we don't practice enough, we fail when we don't play something the way it sounds in our inner ear, and we fail when we pracice too long past our effective limits and either burn out mentally or injur ourselves. Singers have coaches that they work with on new repertoire, athletes too. Instrumentalists, however, often work in their own private bubble, with an occasional session of playing for a friend or a former teacher once or twice a year at most.

Musicians rely upon themselves for almost everything - their livelihood, their inspiration, their motivation - it's no wonder that we're a bit screwed up sometimes.

Charles Noble
Assistant principal viola
Oregon Symphony

What motivates you?

dizforprez · 01-10-2006, 02:14 PM

Thanks for posting that Glenn; it could have easily gone into the General Discussion area.

Not only do I agree with a lot of what is written in the article but I actual had the exact same thoughts last night finding I had a much more productive practice after I did a little cleaning of the Apartment. As far as motivation I think you have to be a little crazy to try to play an instrument at a high level, any short term motivation would not last you the years it takes to develop.

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dizforprez Forte User Join Date: Nov 2003 Posts: 1,028	Thanks for posting that Glenn; it could have easily gone into the General Discussion area. Not only do I agree with a lot of what is written in the article but I actual had the exact same thoughts last night finding I had a much more productive practice after I did a little cleaning of the Apartment. As far as motivation I think you have to be a little crazy to try to play an instrument at a high level, any short term motivation would not last you the years it takes to develop.

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