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So what would y'all say to those of us who want to play, with all my heart, but KNOW we ain't good enough with all the other trumpet players out there? I would LOVE to audition and win a gig playing a lead book somewhere and not have to have a "secular" job, but there is no way that would happen to a cat like me. Now, I've wanted to teach since I can remeber pickin' up my horn and blowin' the first notes, but I also wanna play. Everytime I hear a good section layin' it down, it just tears my heart out with yearnin'... grrrr... But I can't compete. Self defeatist? prolly, but I know it's true. lol. |