Hey, thanks for all your advice and kind words. I think I'm just going to let this "friends" thing go for a while, and then slowly (very slowly) build it up from there. I'll "learn to have fun, live and love life by myself" first and see if I can get her to come running to me rather than me running to her. I know it sounds dumb, since I'm just 17 and all, but I just want to be able to hold her hand, look into her eyes and smile while she is gazing back into my eyes smiling back and we both know what each other are thinking. I don't know... It's not going to happen soon, but I'm determined to make this work!
Oh no! I think I found out what the problem is...
I've fallen for a non-band girl!
