| i went threw the exact same thing my 10th grade year of highschool... eventually i just did what sounded good to me and what made me happy and it all paid off.. my 11Th grade year i made all state jazz band...
i realized that in life there are some things that are out of your control and that everything comes in its time...
once i realized this i stopped forcing things and let them come naturally, thus my playing improved allot! |