.... naw, never mindDude you got some serious thin skin issues... We ALL get our hides handed to us by the others. Maynard was dissed by the ream in the jazz magazines. No less than Leonard Feather was on his ass night & day back when M/F was on his way up.
Trumpet players in particular are well known as being savage critics. Especially to each other:
"Hi I'm a trumpet player and your tone sucks"
"Betcha I play better than you"
All well known jokes about trumpet players greeting each other. Take your pick and welcome to the club.
I've had my rear end put through the ringer very often.
Hint: It's not all about YOU. Those who absolutely can't stand criticism have egos too big to get through the door.
Suggestion: take a course in HUMILITY. Not as punishment but as a desirable goal in and of itself.